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May. 27th, 2004

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i feel soo sick.. *bleah*  can't sort this one out either.. just all gross and icky feeling.

all i want right now is ben to snuggle up with..

~classics can be ressurected~

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"Love Song" ~311 


Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Yesh.. I love my Ben mister uberlly.. I'm well past being twitterpated.. lol   3 words cannot even begin to explain the importance he has on and in my life... I'm not sure there's even a phrase or saying that would justify how much I truely care about him. All I know is I've never been happier in my life, and I feel blessed to know I have him around.

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Would you catch me if I fall? Do you even notice me at all?

Apr. 5th, 2004

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It hurts that friend's can't keep secrets.. Especially when it's private!

 

When something is told, whether by choice,

or because someone's been playing private eye and figured it out,

thus denying it would only make you look like a jackass..

 

Yeah.. Definatelly makes me stop and think before disclosing things to them..

Which is really lame, because then who do

I have to talk to about the crazy issues that pop up..

 

Moral of that rant:

Don't tell secrets that aren't yours!!!

 

There's a good reason things are kept quite..

(If certain people were ment to know, it wouldn't be a secret, now would it??)

I absolutelly love that song.. *points at the cut*

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Mar. 29th, 2004

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And every time I try to fly I fall

Without my wings I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And every time I see you in my dreams

I see your face, you're haunting me

I guess I need you baby

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Big Sister Disco

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You know what's shitty... I just realized my actions and decisions are affecting younger people who have decided to look up to me.. *sighs* I don't know what I should do.. I can't lie about my daily actions, but I don't want to stop....

What to do.. What to do.!???

aww yeah!

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Feb. 22nd, 2004

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"Sticks and stones may break your bones, But words can never hurt me."

Gonna have to go with Ben.. That's the biggest line of bullshit I've ever heard. :-(

"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."

I'm not sure that's true either... I don't know what I feel anymore.. Partly my own fault, partly on account of recent developments.. *tears* Once again, I wish more than ANYTHING in this world that my grannie was around.. She's the only one who could honestlly understand.


When I saw you I was scared to talk to you. When I first talked to you, I was scared to kiss you. When I first kissed you, I was scared to love you. Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you.

In the grand scheme of everything, I don't know what happens next. I am yet again unsure of what this is I'm feeling. Soo many emotions.. I don't care about the stupid shit/past.. All I know is the love shown me, which isn't questionable. After all that has gone down, if something fucked up should happen, I won't be bitter. Honestlly, the love and devotion showed to me by Ben has been deeper and stronger than what I have ever recieved.. From past relationships to friendships. Not only is he the person I love with all my heart, but my closest friend. He knows more than I'd dare whisper to ANYONE. I just wish things weren't soo fucked up.

Feb. 18th, 2004

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The extreme retardedness of live journal is starting to show. I'm not really sure if it's the site itself, or the way people use it. *shakes head* Some people really need to growup and face reality. If they don't, I feel sorry for their loved ones... Because in the end, that's whose going to get hurt.

Feb. 9th, 2004

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Don't tell me that you understand...
Don't tell me what you know....
Don't tell me that I will survive...
How I will surely grow.

Don't tell me this is just a test...
That I am surely blessed...
That I am chosen for this task...
Apart from all the rest.

Don't come at me with answers...
That can only come from me...
Don't tell me how my grief will pass...
That I will soon be free.

Don't stand in pious judgment...
Of the bonds I must untie...
Don't tell me how to suffer...
And don't tell me how to cry.

My life is filled with selfishness...
My pain for all to see...
But I need you... I need your love...
Unconditionally.

Accept me in my ups and downs...
I need someone to share...
Just hold my hand and let me cry...
And say to me,
"My friend, I care."

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